So film or film? Photography or cinematography?

Lately, I've been thinking of going into photography instead of cinema. But then, that would mean I'm at the wrong school. Which I somewhat feel I'm at the wrong, well...not "wrong," but. I don't know. Everyone keeps asking "So do you like UT?" And I want to say yes, but I can't bring myself to say it because it isn't wholly true. I like UT, I mean, it could be worse, but I'm still not fully comfortable with it I guess. :-/ It's weird. I'm not sure if I'd feel happier had I gone to California for school. I get the chance to decide. *sighs*

But yeah. I've have the greatest urge to go out and take some pictures. Black and white, preferably, but a) I have no money to buy film and 2) I feel that what I produce is crap. >.< Practice makes perfect, or at least better. Whatever.

So yes. Film or film? We'll see. Maybe I'll do both AH! Thought invasion! Last night I even contemplated going into producing. Haha Me. A producer. O.- Weird. Then I'd be like Graham. Forcing a smile when everything around me is going wrong. Haha But he kept the set sane. And fun. Hooray for Graham!